Someday

Someday I will look at children born within a few months of 8.1.09 and not involuntarily try to picture what my daughter would look like and be doing.  Someday I will not look at Gracie's second cousin, born two months before she was, and think that there should be two of them running around and climbing all over things and people at family reunions.  Someday I will look at my friend's little girl, born 3.5 months before Gracie and not think that they should be playing together.  Some day I will see pictures of Lyla, born about 6 weeks before Gracie, and not feel that envy...not even a little bit.  Someday.  Some.day.  But today is. not. that. day.